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I hate how much of a procrastinator I've become. I keep failing all the goals I set for myself. Both writing and coding never used to be that hard, now I just ugh...

Nathan wrote:I hate how much of a procrastinator I've become. I keep failing all the goals I set for myself. Both writing and coding never used to be that hard, now I just ugh...

I know those feels. I used to sit down each night and code but now my coding sessions, although larger, are getting rarer and rarer.

I feel like everything is getting on top of me again, and even though I know it's not, I feel horrible
I'm moody, grumpy, keep lashing out at people, and I had a frigging panic attack earlier all because of one women I go and see for my job.

I was practically staring at itch.io's screen for submitting a new game. That in-development release status is really alluring to me. I could use it as a springboard for releasing beta builds or something along those lines.

I got some sort of infection on my lips... =w= ...there's been quite a lot of blood...
I don't understand why I can't get sick like normal people... I haven't really gotten a fever since forever, no colds really... no flus (okay, I get a vaccine for that one) but I get annoying problems like with my eyes and lips and stuff.

Shinoki wrote:I got some sort of infection on my lips... =w= ...there's been quite a lot of blood...
I don't understand why I can't get sick like normal people... I haven't really gotten a fever since forever, no colds really... no flus (okay, I get a vaccine for that one) but I get annoying problems like with my eyes and lips and stuff.

Are those canker sores we're talking about? It's really hard to eat, even talk if you get one.
But then there's rarely any bleeding involved with canker sores.

curry nochi rice wrote:

Shinoki wrote:I got some sort of infection on my lips... =w= ...there's been quite a lot of blood...
I don't understand why I can't get sick like normal people... I haven't really gotten a fever since forever, no colds really... no flus (okay, I get a vaccine for that one) but I get annoying problems like with my eyes and lips and stuff.

Are those canker sores we're talking about? It's really hard to eat, even talk if you get one.
But then there's rarely any bleeding involved with canker sores.

Not too sure, but it's partially the result of me being an idiot and peeling off some dry skin on my lips... and other people giving me weird medication... and the weather. (sob... I can't eat yummy stuff even though it's almost Xmas...)

Shinoki wrote:

curry nochi rice wrote:

Shinoki wrote:I got some sort of infection on my lips... =w= ...there's been quite a lot of blood...
I don't understand why I can't get sick like normal people... I haven't really gotten a fever since forever, no colds really... no flus (okay, I get a vaccine for that one) but I get annoying problems like with my eyes and lips and stuff.

Are those canker sores we're talking about? It's really hard to eat, even talk if you get one.
But then there's rarely any bleeding involved with canker sores.

Not too sure, but it's partially the result of me being an idiot and peeling off some dry skin on my lips... and other people giving me weird medication... and the weather. (sob... I can't eat yummy stuff even though it's almost Xmas...)

Awww, that sucks.

I hope you get better soon

Thanks. (it seems to be getting better tho I have to miss school which is a good and a bad thing...)

What a bad week.
My great grandfather died last Tuesday. We knew it was coming.
But then my bird got mauled and died on Friday, and my uncle died on Monday. So that was unexpected.
And now my grandfather's been missing all day.
Siiiiigh.

Morhighan wrote:What a bad week.
My great grandfather died last Tuesday. We knew it was coming.
But then my bird got mauled and died on Friday, and my uncle died on Monday. So that was unexpected.
And now my grandfather's been missing all day.
Siiiiigh.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Hoping your grandfather's alright...

michan wrote:

Morhighan wrote:What a bad week.
My great grandfather died last Tuesday. We knew it was coming.
But then my bird got mauled and died on Friday, and my uncle died on Monday. So that was unexpected.
And now my grandfather's been missing all day.
Siiiiigh.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Hoping your grandfather's alright...

Good news, Grandpa's fine! ^^

Morhighan wrote: Good news, Grandpa's fine! ^^

Thank goodness!

I doubt I'm posting this in the right place, so please forgive my transgression.

I'm not at all someone considered an Important Person, but I think at least one person may have noticed my absence . . . enough about that, though.

I took a break from the forum for the past few months for personal reasons. However, I think I've regained enough strength to continue my work. I realize I have some outstanding requests for editing to complete, and I will attempt to get those finished as soon as possible. I just needed to take care of myself for a while.

I have rashes all over my face because of an allergic reaction to something that i needed for my lips (which are luckily not bleeding anymore)