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How did you lived your life so long?
How did you became so strong?
When did you came to know love?
How did your life went so wrong?

Was it the person you care so dear
Who turned and pained the other?
How much was the pain you had to bear
Inflicted by someone you hold so dear?

Was it painful to see?
Realizing your life can never be
Like once you know you had always lived.

But please don't fear
Don't regret the days you hold so dear
Because one day you will come to realize
You were always loved.

He looked up to the empty ceiling, with his hand placed on his forehead.

His eyes were red and swollen, while his nose was still running.

“It’s… really.. going to happen, isn’t it?” Arthur mumbled.

He chuckled weakly. “Darn it, thinking about it, there are so many regrets in my life, I don’t even know where to begin with.”

He grabbed out a diary that he kept hidden under his pillow, and opened it, revealing most of the written pages and pictures kept inside.

He went through them, one by one.

He looked at the first few pages, which contained the memories of him as a kid. The pictures of his brothers, though as annoying as they were, they were still his brothers, and they did raised him well. Even though they he usually claimed that he hated that them, he did, and always, loved them.

Then he found a few pictures of him and his long-life rival, Francis. Surprisingly, Arthur did keep a few numbers of pictures of him and them together. Francis wasn’t that bad when during their childhood, he even helped him a few times, and before he turned to be how he is now. Yet how did they lasted this long, he would never know. How a fool he was. Arthur laughed at himself.

Arthur turned to the next page and saw a few pictures of Alfred during his childhood. Ah, this must be his teenage years, where he had found Alfred and took him in as one of his family. Alfred was so small and cute that time, he cared for him dearly, and oh, how much he grew after that. Arthur smiled gently when he went through the diaries he wrote about him and Alfred. All of them were his happiest times. Even though they are no longer together, Arthur never blamed Alfred even for a second. Because all the moments they spent were far more than he could ask for.

Then the pictures of the present days.

He had all of them, even the people he wasn’t very fond of.

Arthur smiled. He leaned back onto the bed.

Three days, huh?

He decided to make full of the time left for him.

Arthur closed his eyes and waited until the sunrise.

Precious

Glitters in your eyes sparkles bright
The smile that saved me from dark
You are dear to me
You are my precious

The sky witnessed our moments together
Rainbows glowed, winds flowed
As how the flowers bloomed that day
Dearest, believe me

You are precious to me, dearest
Even when one day we grow apart
Dearest, you are precious
My heart is connected to yours
The proof of my love to you

The sky turned grey as time flew by
Along with you and your heart
As how the flowers withered that day
But dearest, believe me
You are my precious

You are precious to me, dearest
Even when my glory passed
Dearest, you are precious
My heart is connected to yours
The prove of my love to you

I know nothing last forever
I know we cannot remain
But dearest, you are too precious
I know I have to let you go

You are dear to me
You are my precious