Get that thing off your chest... Now...

[dorne]

Got into a car accident for the first time. It was surreal. Nobody was hurt but it was my fault. Damages I'm not sure but when I went back home I felt scared my car couldn't make it. Plus the burning smell.

I currently do not have a job since June, and my family is gaining some debt, albeit was ok. Before I was unemployed, but now, with the mess I caused, its going to cause some more debt. I don't know why I wasn't thinking this morning.

Incidentally I had gotten a job interview on the same day. I'm feeling queezy at the moment.

;__; I really hope that things can get better for you somehow, dorne. Good luck with the job interview!

Thank you. I think I'm done beating myself up. Gonna find a way to get through this =).

[RunicV]

[ Removed due to the rule against politics. - PyTom ]

[DerWanderer]

I want to blend in with the people in this forum, but since my English isn't very good, I find reading the posts here quite "heavy" for my brain. It's like I have to think twice in a different language. Sucks...

[Armee]

I want to blend in with the people in this forum, but since my English isn't very good, I find reading the posts here quite "heavy" for my brain. It's like I have to think twice in a different language. Sucks...

Heavy? 【・ヘ・?】I hope you can get used more with the forum people, there are a lot of other Indonesian here so I think they can help you. ヽ(；▽；)ノ Hope you stick around, I love your art.

[Lishy]

[ There are plenty of places to discuss politics, the LSF is not one of them, unless it somehow affects us directly. - PyTom ]

[azureXtwilight]

I want to blend in with the people in this forum, but since my English isn't very good, I find reading the posts here quite "heavy" for my brain. It's like I have to think twice in a different language. Sucks...

Aww, don't make those stuff discourage you! I'm an Indonesian myself and I tend not to indulge myself in heavy conversations because my brain tend to disconnect at times. I go to the forums just for the fun of it~ XD

[Tempus]

Most of the people here who speak English as a second language do so pretty well, I think. Definitely better than I speak Indonesian...

[dramspringfeald]

For those of you who don't know or are new to watching me, Mom has Stage 4 terminal Cancer that has moved to her; Colon, innards, stomach, liver, lower lung and other places. She's still eating well, still full of energy but yeah.

So, Mom's doctors have stopped treatment for her cancer. All we have now is time.

They were concerned that continued treatment would cause more blood clots thus making the treatment null. Doesn't help the one cancer treatment she's been on for 3 years was not working on the 3 or 4 other cancers they thought she didn't have.

They aren't giving her a "time" yet. So she's going to start working on her bucket list for later.

[Caveat Lector]

I'm really sorry to hear that, dramspringfeald. I hope you and your family can pull each other through this rough time.

[AquaEG]

I know I'm a huge procrastinator. I know I'm annoying. I know that no-one really likes me or anything.
And I'm fine with it. I'm a major introvert. Those kind of things never used to bother me. I used to be the nerd at the back of the class who never used to talk to anyone. Head in a book and all that.

But the transition's kind of hard. Cause I've been trying really hard to be more social. But I'm just another face in class. In fact, I'm invisible. (A fight actually happened right next to my desk in class, and no one noticed me doing Chem HW there. -_-) Like in RL, the Internet is not my friend either. I've been on particular website for a year now, but only made a handful of friends. Even here, I'm pretty sure I'm just a name and a cute Hatsune Miku chibi avatar for you guys. Even when I talk to people, they shy away cause I'm weird. Like now, you guys are probably thinking ">.>...Who is this person, talking about her whole life story? So annoying!" Right?

The only thing I can do now is improve in whatever I do to get your attention. So watch out!

The smilies...oh so fake.

[Greeny]

">.>...Who is this person, talking about her whole life story? So annoying!" Right?

I think you'll find this particular community a lot more welcoming than most!

You're still fairly new here... comparatively. We all start out as unknowns at some point.
For the longest time, I didn't even have an avatar, so I was little more than a name alone!
And... we've got plenty of weird people here already!

So just participate, help out, and do your best in making VNs, and you'll make plenty of friends here!

[AquaEG]

">.>...Who is this person, talking about her whole life story? So annoying!" Right?

I think you'll find this particular community a lot more welcoming than most!

You're still fairly new here... comparatively. We all start out as unknowns at some point.
For the longest time, I didn't even have an avatar, so I was little more than a name alone!
And... we've got plenty of weird people here already!

So just participate, help out, and do your best in making VNs, and you'll make plenty of friends here!

TuT Thank you! Yes, I will try my best. xD (So nice, you! ^o^) It's not that I resent people here, in fact, you guys are really nice, but it's just my ability to socialize properly in general. I get the feeling every single word that comes out of my mouth is wrong or insulting. That's my main problem in life. >u> I'm glad I at least met someone today. Hi, Greeny. Nice to meet you.

[Darkmoonfire]

It's not that I resent people here, in fact, you guys are really nice, but it's just my ability to socialize properly in general. I get the feeling every single word that comes out of my mouth is wrong or insulting.

Man, I get that feeling all the time. I've gotten a bit better recently, but the only way I've found to get over it is to talk more. Yeah. Easier said than done and all that.
Well good luck, and I hope you have a great time on this forum.

[AquaEG]

Man, I get that feeling all the time. I've gotten a bit better recently, but the only way I've found to get over it is to talk more. Yeah. Easier said than done and all that.
Well good luck, and I hope you have a great time on this forum.

Talking always helps, but not when you're too shy and self-conscious to talk to a stranger. Well, I've been working on that too. xD And thanks, I already am having oodles of fun!

[Armee]

I just gained two pounds yesterday. I get so desperate about my weight lately. I need to shape up soon or I will going to be overweight before I knew it. I must follow a couple dieting program. The last time I diet, it's not really healthy so I tried to do some more excercise and eating more properly this time.

@Aqua:

Don't worry girly, I'm talking with you recently and I know that you're nice. Just a little thinking too much ^^ Sometimes it's good to be airheaded. (sometimes...not like me, all the time orz)