As I already said there, I’m an ordinary indie dev that got involved with a project with fellow devs from my country. We did an Indiegogo to sell goodies of our free VN in the biggest convention of our country. We were successful enough to meet our first strechgoal, which is cool, BUT the situation had quickly spiraled out of control =/.
I already explained that we received hurtful comments from fellow VN fans saying we were doing illegal stuffs and all (I studied law BTW so I know it isn’t true). And some of you told me I had to respond in a firm professional manner without feeding the trolls. I duly copied that and made a big update to clarify some stuffs. The thing is, even though we tried our very best to ignore these people, they continued to find new ways of mocking us and spoke to so many persons we know, we couldn’t overlook their actions.
Then, the president of a big association that sells translated japanese VNs in our country got really sick of us succeeding with the campaign and decided to take action. He tried to sign in to our private forum first, saying he wanted to « help » while giving us reasons so stupid we couldn’t take it seriously (you could clearly see he was trying to make fun of us). We politely declined because his help (with translating stuff) didn’t match at all with what we’re doing (creating visual novel ourselves). He didn’t appreciate at all and did a big blog post on his personal site, full of hatred, insulting us through the end, making up fake quotes to defame us, « outed » that private forum and of course claiming that we will run with the money. Among the venom, there are legitimate doubts (we weren’t clear enough on some points, for example) but they’re all lost under the gratuitous insults. The main reason of this ? We didn’t ask him for permission (even though we don’t make the same products and we don’t owe them anything)
You would think people would say it may go a bit too far, right ? But no, since that association is really famous in my country, every people I know in the community is talking about it and the vast majority of them approuve him (even friends), saying we deserve that treatment for not being clear enough. Some of the members of the association harassed me privately because, well, even though I’m only one of the teams participating in the project, I’m the most known out there and they seem to believe everything is my fault (they need a scape-goat, I suppose…). I’m sure being a disabled girl didn’t help either since they already made comments about my disability to mock me (very classy
The campaign hasn’t runned for a month now and all the participants are mentally exhausted and demotivated. We’re only hobbyists, doing some VNs in our free time, and we believed it would be cool to go to a convention and that doing an Indiegogo would be a boost to show our work. And now, what we’re seeing every day is just a flow of continuous hatred we really didn’t expect . The main organisator already rage-quitted, being so fed up with all this, he doesn’t want to do anything anymore after that. The others are really sad, especially the artists on my team, they were so happy to sell goodies of their drawings and now they’re not sure if they want to go anymore. As for me, even though I’m the most targeted, I try to keep going and I surely won’t stop making visual novel. But I’m very anxious. The others say we mustn’t respond (« feeding the troll ») but since the people on the community are all accusing us and forecasting we won’t meet our commitments (we absolutely will !), I think we HAVE to make public the harassment we went through, to tell what’s really going on. We’re not thieves, we've surely been clumsy at some point, we may have made some mistakes but since nobody ever talked to us about it directly, we wouldn’t have known our explanations weren’t enough (and I think it will never be, they’re just trying to find something to blame us). Whatever we say, whatever we do, we’ll only lose anyway. They just pushing us to make mistakes and claiming they were right about us afterwards.
I know it doesn’t really have anything to do with Lemmasoft but I’m completely lost, I don’t know what to do anymore. Since nobody here is involved, maybe an external point of view will help me figuring out. If everybody ever had similar issues or just some advices, I’d really like to listen
(And if you have some questions, I'll answer as best as I can, of course!)












