I have to close this project, and by the time I feel that I might want to do it again...something better will probably be created already. I've tried to restart it, but it's just way too much of a hassle for me right now. I
know projects like these die all the time, and I completely apologize for me even announcing it. I was very serious about the project when I announced it. It's killing my conscience right now, and I just can't deal with it anymore. If you cast me into the fire or flame me, I probably deserve it. I really can't apologize enough. Although, I think it's bugging me a whole lot more than it will bug you if I close it...but that's aside the point. I announced a very young project, and that is probably #1 on the list of amateur mistakes (if there is one).
Even though it may not mean anything to you...it might be interesting to know just WHY this project hasn't gone anywhere. So...here's the background story of my
life leading up to this project dying:
I was homeschooled from 5th grade through to the end of highschool. I lost touch with all my friends, but not just because of homeschooling. I had moved to
Harker Heights, Texas right after I started homeschooling. This was 9-10 years ago when it was not as developed as they say it is -becoming- now. There was 1 street of commercial businesses, a few streets of neighborhoods, 1 tiny library, 1 local video rental store, 1 4th run theater (I swear it was), and my family was the only asian population in the city most likely...there was NO one around my age, and my neighbors were all racist. The people my parents rented our house from had our neighbors on the left side spy on us. Did I mention there was not even a Wal-mart? No Burger King, no nothing. You had to travel half an hour to get to those kind of things. My house was haunted (I swear it was also) because crazy stuff kept happening in the middle of the night. Yes, I'm getting to a point. This made me secluded. I essentially had NO friends. I had kept in contact with 1 friend over the internet -every other- week. He convinced me to play
EverQuest. This started my addiction to MMORPGs. It became my life. A fantasy world where I could actually interact with people again. I had friends again. Then one day...they just stopped playing. I lost everything again. I quit the game after another year of playing. Then I moved back to my original hometown. It had been EIGHT years without any human social interaction for me. We got in contact with eachother again. (Two completely different people by this time.) We hung out a couple times and then stopped. He never called me. And then I discovered ren'ai games. They filled this deep empty spot in my soul. My emotions could be expressed through a computer game character. I could make friends in the game. I could fall in love in the game. Then I came across lemmasoft.net and then ren'py. I LOVED the idea of expressing my own emotions in my own game. This made me want to contribute back to the community. I started this project. It was the only hobby I had. I had no friends to hang out with. I essentially
had nothing else to do. It was going smoothly until I got a call from my friend. He was playing
World of Warcraft. At this point...striving to keep any friends I could, I started up playing another MMORPG... This reopened my addiction and took ALL my time. I started failing college classes. Now I'm playing catch up in college, and playing World of Warcraft in my spare time. I need to concentrate on college right now, but I can't break this MMORPG addiction. So...this project is closed. I don't want anymore people to expect this program from me because I most likely cannot deliver for you anymore. I'm not feeling too great right now either. A cat I had befriended just died, and my dog is also getting old.
So there's the story of my miserable life in a nutshell.
Good luck with all your projects.
And again, I'm VERY sorry for how this turned out. Have fun.
, but the truth of my absence is nothing more than a troubled life. 
I had to learn my personal limits, and the process has cost me a lot of trust and happiness. But, oh well. Nothing I can do about it now. Well, please excuse me now while I go play all the NaNoReNo games. They all look great from the previews! n.n
And who knows what the future will bring.
